The day is September, the 18th in the year 2013 and the time is 7:11pm.

My plan is to give details on who I am, then go into a story from my life, then fall into my day, then end it with an end thought.

I figure, it would be best to let just the blog flow and not stem the tides of thoughts that come gushing out of my brain like a severed artery.

~Turns to face the audience which at this moment doesn't exist, she takes a hearty  swig of what appears to be a cocktail of peppermint & earl grey tea mixed with gin. Upon clearing her throat she begins.~

"I enjoyed the hours of twilight, the ones between 12am - 3am.
♦  I dedicated myself to endless hours of writing and inner-thought. ♦ 

♦ You kn ow the ones, when all is quiet and the only thing you can hear is the rare thrum of a car passing by. ♦ 

♦ A large portion of my time is spent on The Wired, the Internet. ♦  
♦  I dedicated myself to endless hours of writing and inner-thought. ♦ 

♦ Reflecting on thine ownself and the abstract, multiverse beyond my closed eyes.♦

♦ I like to think of myself as an individual with more darker taste. ♦ 
♦ Both in appearance and demeanor. ♦ 
♦ I am a poet at heart, so I'm very expressive. ♦ 
♦  I was a total nerd/Otaku, so I enjoyed things like PC gaming tabletop gaming, LARP'ing, TCG's, Animes and Cosplaying. ♦ 
♦ I have very intense personality, being a Virgo/Snake and all. ♦ 
♦ But I had a lighter, more spontaneous creative side as well. ♦ 
♦ I enjoyed architecture hunting, especially if it's haunted. ♦ 
♦ I was a bad Catholic, a knowledgeable Heathen pagan, and crackpot religo-theorist. ♦ 
♦ I wanted to be a mortician one day as well, for I had hoped to get into the Institute for Mortuary Science. ♦
♦ I loved piercings, tattoo's and any other form of body modification 
for the enlightenment to Nirvana. ♦ 

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♥Art:♥

 Sculpting

Painting

Abstract 

Carving 

Melding

Fashion 

♥Cooking♥

  French (Normandish!)

Asian (Korean and Japanese)

Swedish

Vegan/Vegetarian 

Human (-winks savisously- ~_^)

♥Music♥

Metal (In order of preference: Melödic Deathmetal, Gothick Metal, Folk

Metal, Pagan Metal, Black Metal, Symphonic Metal, Speed Metal, Screamo,

Metalcore, Emo)

Rock (In order of preference: Punk, Glam, Power)

Electronic (In order of preference: Darkwave, Techno, Trance, Dance)

Misc (In order of preference: Jrock/pop, Krock/Kpop, Opera, Foreign, Poetic Rap)

||History of The Earliest Memory I can't recall clearly||

It's early morning, I can feel the heavy rays of the sun push through the blanket that was used as curtain.

Even back then, I felt that the atmosphere was heavy, almost as if it were weighted down by the hand of Time.

I left the bed, feeling the hard plastic floor beneath my tiny little feet.

Quickly I scampered into the hall, then a miniscule distance into the adjacent room.

It seems that it was there that the heaviness emanated.

I cannot recall as to why this was the focal point, for my parents lay in light slumber, unaware of my presence.

I feel almost as if something was horribly wrong, perhaps deep down in this dream.

There lies a suppressed memory.

Quote of the Day

"Mutilation for me is a form of aesthetic dissociation and reclamation." 

Song of the Day

Imagine Dragons - Nothing Left To Say / Rocks

Photo of the Day

Mood of the Day

Numb.

Expressive Post of the Day

//I’m a every changing larva within a cocoon of freedom_and_dark germs.\\

//Gender is a sedative_for_the_masses, I prefer.menthol.\\

//Never try to figure.me out, You’ll never understand the readings_in_the_mirror.\\

//I’m learning, squirming, fishing.out a drop of 1k%-effort_for_my_life.\\

//Filled with a mile of creativity, a jar.full of fun and a screaming _mass_of_the_wildly_inappropriate.\\

//Every shimmering, lucid, inch.of the human_body_is_art.\\

//Pornography is lovely for an uneducated.wank, but I raise the bar_then_smash_it when I remove my layers.\\

//I love.all types of people, all genders_and_species. (Animals, Neanderthals, Aliens, Dead or Alive etc).\\